Merweville, Karoo, Western Cape

Through the Iron Gates

With a broken foot and no plan to be a paratrooper, I still crossed the line — and walked into 1 Parachute Battalion through iron gates that changed my life.

“Through the Iron Gates” tells the true story of how I ended up in 1 Parachute Battalion during my two years of national service — something I never planned, never aimed for, and never imagined for myself.

It begins in Bloemfontein, the “City of Roses,” where I arrived at 1 Infantry with a broken left foot still in plaster of Paris. I was seventeen, in pain, and already feeling like life had taken a turn I didn’t choose. The first days were a shock: hair shaved off, a number written down, kitted out in stores while standing exposed, and then the real wake-up — a harsh 4am whistle and a sergeant shouting, “Don’t look at me like that, I’m not your mother.” By later that day, being assigned to clean toilets, I knew one thing: I had to get out of there.

Two weeks later, instructors from 1 Parachute Battalion arrived to select recruits. I was sitting with school friends when they called for volunteers to step outside and do the fitness test. Every friend I was with stood up and went. I realized: if I stay behind, I stay alone — and I stay stuck. I tried to explain my broken foot, but the answer was simple: pass the test within the cut-off time, or stay.

Somehow, I made it. And that afternoon we marched from 1 Infantry to 1 Parachute Battalion and entered the guarded iron gates — the first steps into a road I never planned, but that would shape me. This song is about that moment: fear, grit, and a hidden path opening in the hardest place.

ISRC Number: QT6FL2531323

Lyrics & story: Dirk Koen • Vocal: AI-assisted instrument • Production: Dirk Koen

Biblical anchor

Isaiah 41:10; Psalm 32:8

Reflection

This song rests on the promise that God meets us in fear and weakness, not after we “become strong.” Isaiah 41:10 speaks directly to the moment of stepping forward with a trembling heart: God strengthens and upholds. Psalm 32:8 adds the guidance piece — God instructs and teaches the way to go. The hope is that even when you don’t plan the path (and even when you feel unqualified, like a broken foot in plaster), God can lead you through the gate and shape courage where you least expect it.

Lyrics

Intro (energetic riff)

City of roses, dust in the sun,
Plaster and pain, only seventeen,
Didn’t plan to wear a soldier’s name,
Didn’t choose this narrow lane.

Verse 1

Shaved my head, they wrote a number,
Cold stone floor and echoed calls,
Whistle screaming in the morning,
Sergeant’s voice like iron walls,
I thought, “Heart, you’re meant for more.”

Chorus

From a broken foot to a braver heart,
There’s a hidden road in the hardest place,
Every soul walks home through iron gates.
Every soul walks home through iron gates.

Verse 2

Paras marching through the heat,
Red berets and steady eyes,
All my friends stepped out before me,
Plaster cast and cloudy skies,
Still I crossed that painted line.

Chorus (repeat)

From a broken foot to a braver heart,
There’s a hidden road in the hardest place,
Every soul walks home through iron gates.
Every soul walks home through iron gates.

Outro (soul-filled)

Through those guarded gates we folded,
Into roads I’d never known,
Never dreamed of being a paratrooper,
But those iron gates carried my soul.
Yeah those iron gates carried my soul.